Hiding behind that smile....






yeh i guess this is really my outlook on life.
its like no matter how bad things go for me or how shit im feeling, the smile stays on around my mates and family.

the smile that in reality is fake and never means anything.
the smile that i can't help but do when things amuse me.
the smile that can mean so much to someone.
the smile that generally means nothing to me.
the smile that only a few people can really bring out in me.
the smile that only my true friends can get.
the smile that only that special someone can get me to express


that one smile can mean so fucking much and then again so little.

this actually started as a fairly normal self portrait. but then i fucked the eyes so i made it slightly distorted.

yeah
i dont know


lately i just feel like i've had to hide who i am behind that look ?
i mean the second i look the slightest bit sad people freak out !
and yeah O.o i dont know.

make of it what you will. its not one of my better pieces , but it has a charm that i just cant put my finger on.
i wasnt actually gonna submit this. but i hope you like it anyways.


-ReB